so I reread my old search letters tonight. not the greatest idea i've ever had. sigh.
they all talk about what a strong, confident, christian woman i am. how i will lead other people in ways that are good and strong. how i will not conform to societies expectations. how mature i am. how much i am loved because of all of these things. how, out of all the youth from st Philip, that i will be tested and come out triumphant.
you know what?
i failed.
i failed myself.
i failed everyone else.
awesome.
you're wrong, babygirl. you're wrong.
ReplyDeletebecause you never failed me.