lists

things i do easily:

get scared.
talk to myself.
cry.
get really wound up.
panic.
hate.
curl up on the couch for a whole day.
getting lost in cincinnati.
wanting to be back at camp.


things that are hard:

trusting.
showing weakness.
being patient.
forgiving myself.
forgiving others.
being reasonable.
being strong.
making friends.
going places by myself.
being homesick.
being TEAMsick.