there's an ache in my heart, an ache in my soul.
thirsting, yearning, waiting to be healed.

wont You heal me? wont You take my pain away?

i hurt deep within. a pain undiminished by distractions or illusions.
the only way is to avoid it. schedule every minute, every moment of my day.
if things get too quiet, if i am left alone to long, it returns, like a fiery demon, engulfing my spirit.