so i almost cried today while talking to dad. yeah. i know.
i'm just so freaked out by the upcoming year. i don't think i'll be able to make friends. my trust issues are so severe i can't even trust the people in my life i'm dying to. i scare myself. i do too good of a job keeping myself isolated. putting up a fake front. cause if, actually, when people betray or attack me at least they'll be attacking a false reality. not who i really am. who wants the real me anyway? i don't even know who that is. and i'm pretty sure she's not worth knowing. she's weak and she's naive. she trusts too much. she can't take care of herself.
ugh.
fuck you therapy.
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